All Ive done the past few days is cry myself to sleep. Now I can’t even sleep just do the first bit.
And no matter how hard I try and think about not doing that, I think about never seeing you again and in my head there’s no difference
I was told by my own dad that ‘me and your mother don’t have to worry about you, I told her you were too bright to kill yourself…’
It’s fucking awful that proving that is one of the only reasons I’m still able to.type this.