In the past I’ve written on here when I’ve been heartbroken, when I’ve been engulfed by emotions and when i can’t sleep because i felt so stupidly helpless. Now? i just feel kinda empty because i listened to someone about something i never should have been told oh and the fact that i was told it was something recent as opposed to a month ago… if i had known that little tidbit of information i wouldn’t be feeling at such a loss as i do now. I want to blame someone but the only person i can blame is myself for listening i guess and i really hope to god they’ll give me a chance and listen to what i have to say at some point, otherwise I’mma sit here in silence and just casually cry in the dark. Actually probabaly not, ill just sit here staring at my phone in anticipation and several other meaningless screens of light that relay useless information that makes me want to line all of the people who use them up and do a running punch across them all, sigh. When did the human race become so boring! Once upon a time we were all like:
‘DUDE TAKE A LOOK AT THIS SHINY RED MIRAGE’
‘DUDE, WHAT IS THAT’
‘I DUNNO IT LOOKS HOT AND STUFF… WE SHOULD CALL IT FIRE!?!’
‘YEAH BRO, BUT HOW ARE WE USING WORDS TO CONVEY COMMUNICATIONS AND MEANINGS WHEN WE HAVE NO DEFINITIVE SOURCE OF LANGUAGE OR EVEN COMPREHENSIBLE BASIC COMMUNICATION?’
Ideas like space travel just faded of into a distant memory and all the aspects of finding meaning in the universe just stopped, pretty much we as an international conscience gave up, WHY?!?!?! The human race is lazy and idle then again i guess things never change, my initial point is we have to keep moving forward, if we just stop and stare at the past our ancestors would never have invented fire or the wheel and without those we’d be… Eskimos?